Going Crazy: Feels Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

Damn. Im kinda getting disturbed this past few days. Well I really dont want to say bad things to Cory, or even to say a lot of derrogative remarks. Pero whenever I hear that guy's name or even remember Cory's post about him being the "Man" whom she wanted to greet her on her birthday really makes me snap.
Call me bitter or stupid. But come on who is this guy. Yup I did something wrong to Cory, and evey guy who have the hots for her, would definitely play the "guy to the rescue role". Im not saying this para siraan si Dani, but hello I've been to more relaionships than this guy. Yup Ilang years din kami nagsama ni Cory, at least she should give me that. Wala akong sinusumbat but then again, can this guy support Cory to the very extent of risking more than he has to. DamnI would die for Cory if I have to. And dont say that it's all for drama or mali but Im willing to go that far if she needs it. I wont let some "schoolboy nextdoor" use her as a training field. No no. Not Cory. Yup Ive' don shit to her but I wont let aything happen to her. But then again there is Dani. Who is this guy. Tell me who is this guy....!
Well a lot of people know that I ain't like this. But the very reminder of the said details really makes me go berserk. I can manage whatever Cory throws me, or I would even drop my sword for her. But when the image of that damn guy passes through my mind, everything starts to go black. Well I hope I can cope up. Heres the bottomline, I would endure anything for Cory, but with that guy's memory and how much importance she gave him, really pisses me off.
Damn. Im sorry for everything Cory, but get him off our case and were' good.
As for you buddy, sorry for the term but please fuck off! Or Else!
I know that this time I play the role of the Bad Guy here. OK lang. If thats what you guys think. Pero sana youll guys think kung ano talaga si Cory para sa akin. And youll know bakit nagkakagaito ako. It aint fun, and it aint easy. I may have everything, except peace of mind. Thanks.

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