A not so happy birthday

Wow 23 na pala ako. And Even thou napakaraming bumati and dumating sa bahay just to be with me on my birthday, Im gonna admit that it wasnt really the same. Yup the very person na gusto kong makausap the whole dayfailed to do so. I dont know if it is intentional or not, pero sobrang down ako talaga kahit na birthday ko. Yes I am very thankful that my family was there and most of my friends, but all I wanted was her to talk or chat with me to make my special day even more special. Pero walang nangyari. I waited day in day out. I guess non of my wish were meant to be granted.

Im not mad or anything, pero naiinggit lang ako kasi yung ibang tao nabati pa niya on-line and even wished them na yung birthday nila be a fine one. Pero ok lang naiintindihan ko siya. Di ko alam kung bakit ganon pero I guess this is just another test of my personality.

Well thanks sa lahat ng mga taong pumunta and nakibati. Thank you so much. And to my family salamat at naintindihan nyo lahat ng in-open ko sa inyo about what really happened before my separation, and thank you for accepting the truth.

And to myself a not so happy birthday ki!-Trying hard pa rin ako.

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