Irony

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Sorry about this post guys. But im just really ticked off. Bakit ba yung ibang tao napaka one-sided. I hope you guys are reading my chat box in order for you to understand the things that Im saying.
And hello kung sino ka man Honey please lalake ka and kilala ko kung sino pa. Gumamit ka naman ng proxy pag nag post ka ng di ko makita IP Address mo. Ang bobo mo pare. Feelers ka. Computer pa naman whatevr ang course mo eh wala kang alam. Stop kissing her big ass!
Secondly tanggap ko na wala na kami nin Cory ok. Nakikipagbati ako nung isang araw. Well ibibigay ko friendster niya kung ibabalik nyo yung akin. Ang problema sa inyo tatanga tanga kau. Magbubura kau alam nyo naman na mabubuking kau. Sobra. Di nga ako naka-graduate pero di naman ako kasing tanga nyo ano.
Ngaun sabihin nyo kung bakit ako nangiipit. Ako pa selfish. Susmaryosep ako selfish. Ikaw na tong magkasama kayo sa Birthday niy at tri-neat mo pa sa restaurant. Pero ang gusto niyang bumati sa kanya eh ibang guy. Talk about shit. Tinatanong ko naman kung may lalke siya. And kayo ano ma-feel nyo binilhan mo na nga ng phone tapos ibang lalake ka text. Ngaun sabihin nyo na ok lang sa inyo yun. Ayaw ko siyang i-berate openly kahit na ganun ginawa niya sa blog niya. Pero ayaw niyang tumigil kak-side comments and ayaw niyang kalasan yung lalakeng taga las pinas and sinusuportahan pa ng mga kaklase niya. Uulitin ko na lang ang words ni Cory tuwing hihilingin ko sa kanya na magkaayos kami.
I reflect what you give! Si na uso Martyr....
"Di ko na Problema yun!".

My New Motorazr:

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I came in at around 10:30 this morning (damn the coastal road trraffic) and I was lucky enough to arrive ahead of my boss. After taking my usual bacon and egg breakfast our receptionist informed me that a package under my name arrived earlier and she just received it for me(wawa naman yung courier).

I went into my room (medyo tense na kasi I haven't receive any package since last month when my laptop arrive) and found a small fed-ex wrapped package on top of my table. Heheeh. And guess whats' inside....A brand new Motorazr v3 (well kakainis lang kasi pink). Hehehee. Grabe sobrang nakakatuwa kasi sobrang astig kaya nung phone.

Well you might be wondering who sent me the phone. It was actually a gift from my aunt last christmas. nahuli lang talaga yung pagpapadala niya ng package (wel feel ko sa kanya yun kaya pink heheeh ok lang ). But then again Im very thanful kasi Ibibigay ko na lang sa dad ko coz when I bought my SE K750i sabi niya type niya daw yung unit.

Well just like my blog's tag-line: Life aint always full of shit!

Going Crazy: Feels Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

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Damn. Im kinda getting disturbed this past few days. Well I really dont want to say bad things to Cory, or even to say a lot of derrogative remarks. Pero whenever I hear that guy's name or even remember Cory's post about him being the "Man" whom she wanted to greet her on her birthday really makes me snap.
Call me bitter or stupid. But come on who is this guy. Yup I did something wrong to Cory, and evey guy who have the hots for her, would definitely play the "guy to the rescue role". Im not saying this para siraan si Dani, but hello I've been to more relaionships than this guy. Yup Ilang years din kami nagsama ni Cory, at least she should give me that. Wala akong sinusumbat but then again, can this guy support Cory to the very extent of risking more than he has to. DamnI would die for Cory if I have to. And dont say that it's all for drama or mali but Im willing to go that far if she needs it. I wont let some "schoolboy nextdoor" use her as a training field. No no. Not Cory. Yup Ive' don shit to her but I wont let aything happen to her. But then again there is Dani. Who is this guy. Tell me who is this guy....!
Well a lot of people know that I ain't like this. But the very reminder of the said details really makes me go berserk. I can manage whatever Cory throws me, or I would even drop my sword for her. But when the image of that damn guy passes through my mind, everything starts to go black. Well I hope I can cope up. Heres the bottomline, I would endure anything for Cory, but with that guy's memory and how much importance she gave him, really pisses me off.
Damn. Im sorry for everything Cory, but get him off our case and were' good.
As for you buddy, sorry for the term but please fuck off! Or Else!
I know that this time I play the role of the Bad Guy here. OK lang. If thats what you guys think. Pero sana youll guys think kung ano talaga si Cory para sa akin. And youll know bakit nagkakagaito ako. It aint fun, and it aint easy. I may have everything, except peace of mind. Thanks.

Ambushed Makeover

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Where: Moongroup Office

Hearing What: Stephen Bishop-Never Letting Go, Neyo-So Sick, Lisa Angelle-The First Time I Loved Forever, Alicia Keys-Goodbye.

I’m with: My Cousin Kei

Yesterday I had a makeover (after finally getting the guts and my parent's approval). It all started with the usual spa and massage treatment (It was a gift given to me by my college mates after our last reunion) from the "Grand Spa" over at Alabang town center. Man I never thought I was that stressed. After having the conventional scalp and full body massage, I was given the chance to undergo 30 minutes of steam bathing, which was then followed by a very soothing Javanese Royal Bath, Citrus Body Polish and Foot scrub services.

Now comes the fun part. Well as everyone knows I’m really not much of a hair treatment person, but with some relentless persuasion and "kantiyaw from my buddies" I finally said yes. I was asked to pick a base color from a list of basic shades for men. At first I was really afraid that the color would be too vibrant or in some cases to weak. But after my stylist "Nene" assured me that there is a 95% chance that the shade would match the one from list.

So the usual routine of cutting the hair to it's desired style, followed by multiple shampooing and conditioning then finally applying the hair color (base color), lasted for about an hour. When I first saw my newly colored hair, I was very surprised coz it really made a certain change. My hair no longer look dull and I no longer see any of those pesky gray hairs that I used to have since the second grade.

After that I was once again given a list of shades for the hair highlights. I decided to go for a ash-blonde shade for it is by common knowledge that the darker your skin tone is, the more you should choose lighter shades for your hair. Another hour was consumed for this task. Well it didn’t turn out the way I expected it to be (I would have asked for the ash-platinum streak that my sister is using), but I still love the color. To finish everything off a hair spa treatment helped the color to wash out faster.

It was almost 9 pm (I came in at around 6:00) and I haven’t done my groceries yet. Before leaving ATC, I've spotted this crystal casing (hard plastic protector) for my SE K750i and as expected I bought it and hurriedly encased my priced phone. No more scratches and smudges on the screen, an I can now ditch the leather casing that I've both for it last week. Hehehe.

Well...that’s it for now.... this post will be modified again later. Got to shop for some software and other stuff for my new laptop. Heheeh!

Memories of TAFT

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Where: The Moon Group Office
Hearing What: The Calling- Stigmatized

Well its really a very chilly day here in the office (I dont know if it's me or the airconditioning is just to cold). Anyweiz I have nothing muh to do for today so I decided to start working on this new post. While on my way here in Alabang I decided to take snapshots of TAFT Ave and guess what, I came up with a very nice idea for a post. So even thou Im still shaking of my writing rust, hope you could enjoy this post and please feel free to comment on whatever things or elements you find disgusting or interesting. By the way I would like to thank the guys who left their messages and comments on my cbox. And kudos to Tita Andrea for her champion Bacon and Egg meal, that I had for breakfast. Hehehe.

Monday March 8, 2006 was the last time that I’ve been to TAFT Avenue. For 3 years this historical district in Manila was a very memorable and significant place for me. It holds a lot of wonderful memories, moments and even bad ones. But over all Taft Ave is one place that played a very important part in my life. And that life was filled with love, passion, care, happiness, pain, sorrow and separation. From the busy streets of Malvar and Pedro Gil to the Glowing Lights of Baywalk. The sights and sounds of Robinson's Place, and the mouthwatering treats from Mc Do-P.Gil Branch. Evreything reminds me of the good ol' days. When evrything was still sound and beautiful. Manong's Siopao, The Tambayan PC Shop, The Pitt Grillery, Mini Stop, Starbucks, Twister Fries, Power Books, Nike, G-Box, Jolibee, Oody's, Friday's etc. Everything and evrywhere holds a very special moment in my heart. So oncce again let's look back at the sights and sounds of my beloved TAFT.

Here are some of the pics that Iv'e taken earlier.



About the Song: Well this song has a very interesting effect on me. When I first read the lyrics, I was able to relate and really feel the song (that explains the LSS that I’ve been having lately). But the weird thing is that instead of me being so emotionally flushed or lonely, the song actually brightens up my day. Yeah its really weird, cause when most people who had heartaches in the past would literally use this song as a buffer, I on the other hand actually feed on the song to help me get through my day. Well the lyrics are very straightforward. While one person tries to break free and immerse themselves into the changes that life has in-stored for them, there is another who tries to stay in that world that the two of them had built. And for that person being apart could mean a new beginning or a bright change for both of them, while for the other it is the release he or she have been longing for. Change is always a welcome solution, but sometimes there are far better things than change.

Stigmatized-The Calling
If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you

Chorus:
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized


I can feel the blood rushing though my veins
When I hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that I sit and pray

Chorus
We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized

We'll live our lives, We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way

I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I Believe in you, and I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides


We're gonna live our lives
Gotta live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives, Gonna live our lives,
Stigmatized
"It's been 4 days and I havent heard from the Bird. I presume it found a better nest and a better bird. Hopefully not.
For the Bird:
  • A memory is what is left when something happens and does not completely unhappen
  • Everyone has memories - but only a fool stores the past in the future
  • We do not remember days; we remember moments

My New Office: A new space for a new face

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Where:The Moon Group Office Hearing What: Alicia Keys-A woman's Worth

Well it’s been a month since my knee surgery and I've finally moved to another company called "The Moon Group" over in Alabang. Well I usually start my day at 6 (damn used to wake up an hour and half later when I was with Solar). Well waking up earlier doesn’t mean that I'm always the early bird. Before it used to take me an hour and a half to get from my place in Sampaloc to Bel-Air. But now it takes me at least 2 hours to get to my new office. Well that really doesn’t matter coz of a 10 AM "clock in time". I now take two bus rides rather than an FX and bus route that I used to do before.

My route now requires me to get a ride to the Ayala-Taft Intersection and from there another bus would take me all the way to Alabang-Zapote road right across Honda Alabang. Well that’s a plus for me coz I do get the chance to get that "extra" sleep (even before I pass by Pedro Gil and Malvar...more info on this statement on my future posts) for the earlier wake up time that I’m used to doing now.

Well what can I say about my new office. Well two words love it! Ok for starters I now have my own room and not jut a space or a cubicle but a room! Sometimes I can’t believe how much privacy I have now compared to my former office. Now I don’t have to worry about people watching everything that I’m browsing or doing. Well it’s a good thing my boss loaded up my desk with the stuff any office guy could die for. I have Pentium 4 powered 1.80 Ghz pc with at least 1gb of ram, enough to render almost any Photoshop and Video Editor outputs. (Well it also helps with my Winkawaks gaming hehe rival schools and Zelda runs smoothly without any lag). I have my own scanner, printer and best of all, my very own digital tablet. Sweet!

Well honestly speaking it took me quite some time before I finally settled in with my new environment. But overall it’s been one hell of a time. And by the way I’m working again with one of the best persons that I’ve ever been with. And that person is Mr. Ron Regis my former Dept.Head from Solar Entertainment. Well I’ve included some pictures for you guys. Well that’s it for now. I’m not really into my blogging mood today, and I want to apologize if my initial post is a bit bland. But I do promise to do better next time. Well have a nice day guys and hope to hear from you.

P.S: - Feel free to drop a line or two on my Chat Box so I can plug your Blog (if you have one and vice versa)

-I haven’t heard from the bird for three days now, guess I have to wait a little bit longer or maybe it's in another nest

-I want to say thank you to Kimmy Edwards for her wonderful words of advise and comfort

-Still restless this past few days. Sleeping is more of a time out (from the mental and emotional Stress) rather than a period of rejuvenation.

-A message for the Bird:

  • Promise only what you can deliver. Then deliver more than you promise.
  • Promises are like babies: easy to make, hard to deliver.

Welcome

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Where: I-Lounge Computer Shop
Hearing What: Rick Price's Heaven Knows Acoustic

About the song: Well it really describes what I underwent in my love life before. I know its kind of cheesy but then again life must go on. Other people might require changes in their lives, but for me things are a little less complicated and I must try to live my life again.

I have no regrets and things may not be as fun as they were before but definitely someone from the past or someone new may give me the answer, and I’m definitely ready for anything. But there is one thing that I would definitely not do. And that is to deprive someone of hope. Coz I know what’s it like and I can’t stand seeing someone loose his or her hopes…for it may be the last thing that they have.

Well this is my New Blog and I want to thank you for visiting it. I’m just putting in all of the finishing touches, and all of the necessary file associations so that you and I can enjoy a more interactive and more viewer friendly blog. Here I would tackle most of my everyday experience and would also cater to those of my close friends old or new. So sit back and relax for the upcoming days would be filled with lots and lots of reading goodies for my visitors and me. Please feel free to leave a message on my chat box so that I myself could help you plug your blog and vice versa.

Remember, life aint always about shit!

Thanks you and God Bless!