Somethings Never Change!

"Some Things Never Change"
Remember how it felt when you first really fell in love. Yes most people fall in love once or twice. But there really is one that just wont let you rest. That irritating feeling that consumes you whenever you try to sleep, or when you find yourself idle, with nothing to do and your dog lazily taking a nap by your lap.

Ok. Whets up with me. I shouldn’t be talking about these things since I already closed a chapter in this book and made everything clear. Lets use one scene from one of my favorite series Dr. House. (I wont explain the setup so anyone who is familiar with the characters I say congratulations for you can basically decipher the meaning of this post, well for the others I’m' sorry you have to read on or leave a message at my cbox). In this scene "House" was literally left stranded in an Airport (due to some bad weather) and was forced to stay in the Airport hotel with their Hospital Attorney.

The Conversation went on a very nice turn when both of them came dangerously close from one another and the most memorable lines (This is Just My Opinion) from the series ran a cold feeling down my spine. The lines went:

You know what Greg (House), do you know how good Korean Curry is (I forgot the Dish Used). You like it so much that you virtually eat the stuff almost everyday in your life. Until one day somebody offered you Pasta. It gave you the chance to taste and feel the difference from the curry that you love so much. The same way you did with the Curry. You forget about the Curry for such a long time, but in the end you still realized how you missed and loved Curry. Then you tell yourself that you don’t want anything in the world but Curry. Cause you love it so much whatever happens.

Another scene that I would use was when Nairobi (Jada Pinkett Smith) and Morpheus (Lawrence Fishburne) went inside the Matrix to layout the final assault against the machine. When the Nebuchadnezzar went missing council of elders requested two ships to volunteer and search for the missing Morpheus and his crew. Nairobi was one of the Captains who answered to the call. This infuriated Commander Lock (Nairobi’s FiancĂ©e) and when questioned about her decision Nairobi simply answered “Some Things Never Change.

Now what’s my point here? Basically people tend to change physically, mentally and spiritually. But there are things you treasure so much that not even extreme hate or anger could erase it. Just like what happened on “House”. She felt that she was having too much (this could work vice versa also people) curry. But in the end she realizes that she just loves curry and cant get enough of it.

Well sometimes it just hits you dead center when you feel this way. Call it martyrdom (according to a cute friend) or dedication/foolishness. But hey some things Never Change. And I’m glad that they don’t. Why Cause I’ll be living one big lie! Forget the past; forget whatever my friends or people say. Some things don’t change and I’m proud to say that my decision is still the same.

I want to find lost “HEART” and I’m going long term for it.

Thanks for squeezing the truth out of me. And I’ll do it again and again.

To God almighty, thanks. I leave everything in your hands.

To my friends and Family I’m sorry. This is one thing I can’t deny.

“Because some things never Change”



Song of the Day!
LSS Ako today! Sobrang nakakatuwa!


Mahirap Magmahal Ng Syota Ng Iba
Apo Hiking Society

Mahirap talagang magmahal ng syota ng iba
Hindi mo mabisita kahit na okey sa kanya
Mahirap! oh, mahirap talaga
Maghanap na lang kaya ng iba.

Ngunit kapag aking nakita ang kanyang mga mata
Nawawala ang aking pagkadismaya
Sige lang, sugod lang, o bahala na!
Bahala na kung magkabistuhan pa.

RefrainI-dial mo ang number sa telepono
Huwag mong ibigay ang tunay na pangalan mo
Pag nakausap mo s’ya, sasabihin sa ‘yo
“tumawag ka mamaya, nandito’ng syota ko.”

Mahirap talaga ang magmahal ng iba
O, sakit ng ulo, maniwala ka
Ngunit kahit ano pa’ng sabihin nila
Iwanan siya’y ‘di ko magagawa.

Mahirap humanap ng ibaO, sakit ng ulo, maniwala ka
Ngunit kahit ano pa’ng sabihin nilaIwanan siya’y ‘di ko magagawa.

Iwanan siya’y ‘di ko magagawa
Iwanan siya’y ‘di ko magagawa
Iwanan siya’y ‘di ko magagawa


Pero Mahal ko pa rin Siya! Hahaha! Hirap talga ng Buhay! Ecnal Reply Ka naman diyan!

Sa Uulitin Kaibigan!

Im very very infuriated right now. Hindi ko alam kung bakit kailangan pang magkahiwalay ang mga magkakatropa para lamng masabing and isang bagay ay gaganda o uunlad. Napakasakit mang sabihin pero totoong nakakainis ang pagbabago.

Una nalaman ko na mawaal na ang ibang kaibigan ko dito sa floor. Bakit dahil ililipat sila sa ibang department. Oo sobrang hindi ko alam pero katwiran nila sistema lang. So here we go. Sa mga kaibigan (Frank, Ged, Mike, Loid) kahit anong mangayari pare kaibigan pa rin kayong tunay.

Walang iwanan laging magkakasama pare! Thanks sa lahat sana magkatagpo pa tayong muli!

Fear Factor
Well 2 days lang naman akong nagkasakit. And sobrang nakakinis. Well sorry for the fly and her queen on my cbox its not because of your post guys. Like what I said la na bang bago? Kantahin natin ng sabay sabay (Para ka namang sirang plaka....paulit ulit!). Unang una sobrang nakakasira ng momentum. Two more days fore week ending then you get sick....No. 2 Ok na ako about Ellie. Nagusap na kami and were clear. So kung anao mang damage ang gagawin mo eh either alam na niya or no use so sorry na lang langaw (tinawag mo akong kalabaw) ang cute no yung lanagaw ka date yung mascot ng milk gold!. No.3 Di ko pa rin alam ang result ng blood culture ko kaya medyo nakaka praning. Im still contemplating wether to put the laydown on one particular issue or mas matitimpi ng puso ko dahil di naman ako galit sa iba. Well itutulog ko na muna after ng shift. Well yun lang naman sa ngayon. Gusto ko pa mag post pero na miss ko lang sila Ranque at Achaval (Kahit na inaapi nyo ako....joke). Okies tama na muna ang birahan tonight. Im in a good mood and no ones gonna ruin it ano man sabihin mo! Die trying fast mouth. I dont want to be bad but for you I will. Dont go pick on leftovers if you want to make a name for yourself! Sorry birahan daw eh! O ranque Binatukan mo na naman Ako!

Eternal Raid
A year ago I remember when Cory and me were also having the same situation. Everything is on the rocks; complication is the keyword to every situation that we do. I could almost feel the very same thing here. In fact I do have the power to either smite or keep away.

But I am not any Jerk. I’m not a rabid piranha who goes nibbling on a dreaded wound in order to show supremacy or even disable the competition. I am not a jerk. Id rather feels that I’ve loved someone rather than feeling guilty about me being the reason why two lovers got separated or departed.

All I can say is please take care of Ellie. I wont feel ashamed of telling you that in a short span of time, how much special she was to me. The problem with us guys is complacency. If we feel everything is stable, we tend to lose our edge, and slowly drift back into the shadows. How silly it is when you yourself read something about another guy's thought about your special one, then tell yourself "oops yes I do love her that much". Please recognition should not come from things that are external. It should come from you. All of this feelings and expressions should not come from another man's provocation or message, but deep inside of you.

I may not be a perfect man nor a very blessed individual, but I know when to step up the gas and make her feel as if it's always our time together. You guys still have each other and don’t give me crappy statuses as "its complicated and Domestic Partnership". Grow and mend things not make it sloppy as Jell-O. Geesh! I would exchange everything before to have a chance to make everything right and get her back...but I failed. You guys are lucky you’re still both at arms reach.

Enough drama and disregard all nuisance (other guys, girls) shut them off! To hell with them. It doesn’t matter if it's a friend or someone from the past just slam the door on them! Even me. Focus on one another and mend it without thinking of what others may say. It takes two to tango and don’t exchange partners, not even on a single step.

I lay my sword down and hope that you guys fix this as soon as possible. I know how painful it is for a man to loose the girl that he loved the most. And it's worst when you realize it late in the process!

And this is a very serious demand form me. Take good care of her or else! I mean it. I am not a fighter but I don’t stand down! Don’t be complacent. And for Ellie...always make sure to point the gun and shoot!

Saya Cinta Amu Ellie!

...As the snow passes away, I stood up holding my princess by the hand. I then carry her to a distant land where her prince awaits. I stabbed the prince thee by the shoulder waking him from his deep slumber. Telling him "Be-Prince-Like or the last thing you'll see is the tip of my sword". I slowly lay the princess down his arms, as I bid farewell to the glorious being laying motionless by his hands. I throw away my sword and slowly walk by the window...smiling. Thank you Princess for the "Once Empty Strider" has once again felt life. A sudden gush, but enough to push me through unto my next journey....

Sayonara Ellie-Princess! Always By the Shadows....Always here never gone.
Here's My Song For You!
Do I need A reason-A guy doesnt need anything more than the sight of the woman he cares the most drift along his eyes and make time stop!
Today when I saw you
I knew it was just like the first time
When you met my eyes
I came closeAnd I felt like the first time
To hold back my fear and feel you so near
I've never been this far before
To hold back my fearand feel you so near
I'm scared of falling into deep this time
Do I need a reason to tell you why
I'm singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary
I lean onthis feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I amToday
I'll renounce them,the doubts and the fears
I've been nursing
I'll fly like a moth to the flame
and I'll feel like the first time
To hold back my fearand let you come near
I've never been this far before
To hold back my fearand let you come near
I'm ‘fraid of loosing and still I go
Well Does this mean im stuck with Jerome Again?
Sheesh!

Snowbound Princess

My Snow Bound Princess
-A Refelcetion By GAngelesphi
For Elie-

As the sun goes down from the horizon, I see the sudden falling of the leaves. Cherry blossoms painting may path with the soothing colors of pink.

Paused and I wondered, is such beauty only seen thru this solace of moments. When will I ever find that Beauty that fully captivitaes both mind and soul.

As I continue my journey I see you walking form the horizon. As the winter snow pass my sight, you offer thy hand and beckoned me to follow. Was it my imagination or was there really a princess asking for my presence

And as I run through the deep snow, my heart raced as I laborly went for your warm soft hands. Only to find emptiness and nothingness around me.
As the tears rolled down my cheek, I suddenly realize that my princess was never gone. But will always be inside my heart no matter what.

I stood up, and there you were holding my head away form the snow, telling me that everything is alright.

Always here....never gone
Gian

MOB RULE

Thru Thick and Thin

I never imagined that I would be inside this once familiar predicament. I've told you on my last post that I was once again able to find the right person whom I’m ready to take care and treat specially in the following days. It was a very wonderful moment knowing that there she is right in front of you telling her all the things that you kept for weeks. A special day that started with a certain smile and an endless exchange of thoughts.

An inevitable dawn that almost drowned my heart with the utmost happiness and fulfillment. A sudden move almost tore this moment out of its foundation, but was quickly mended and forged it back to strength. But like all other dangers in life. There was always a major shock after the tremors were felt.

Life or death. That’s the way I’m going to describe the situation. Yes I love and I know that this girl was not a mere result of longing or missing your ex. It wasn’t a feeling of having to have a girlfriend in order to satisfy your ego. It was a matter of seeing from that person, unique and uncanny characteristics that makes her really special. Elie I won’t be holding back anymore. I’m writing this because just like what you’ve said, you don’t want to go or even lose me as a friend. The same goes here. It's not them that run this connection. It is us. And I’m also afraid of loosing you. I am here Elie I’m here to finally live up to the promise that I gave you. I’m here to vindicate the honesty that you’ve asked of me. And I won’t let anyone steal us of this moment. Not a soul.

I’ve never crossed the line with anyone at work, and I'll never will. They can take away everything even the respect and pride out of me....They can talk behind my back and forever mock me, but it would take more than that to make me move or give out.

I promised you something yesterday, before you went for your class. I’m here and will stay inn the shadows just as you’ve requested. Well work it through I promise. Finish everything that you need to finish, and I'll still be there in the other end waiting for you...

It's been quite some time since I said this line...
Saya Cinta Amu-Elie

Guys please pray for us...so we can pass this storm together. Thanks for believing in me...you now who you guys are. An as for those who can’t seem to keep their noses to themselves...Die trying!

Hime-Princess

Hime-Princess
When I first got to this Job, I wasn't expecting anything special (love-wise or relationship wise). Yeah lots of nice girls walking in and out of the busy "floor area". After failing on my first attempt I was on my way on becoming a full pledge Bachelor for years to come, until faith plays a very wonderful trick on you. You suddenly find yourself around someone whom you didn’t expect to have the same impact or influence in your life.

Very uncanny, she dominantly resembles someone who’s been associated with me for years. She sports the same spontaneity, childish glee and the ever-sweet nature that seem to evade me for the past year. Inspiring, yet convincingly forbidden, but then again being honest does have its advantages.

Should I continue folding or should I all in for the count. Nah. I am happy seeing her here. And I’m willing to check, in order not to spoil the moment. And to you “Mystery Woman” hope your radiance never fail to imbue me with the happiness you’ve been giving me!

Are You Cold?

Napaso Ka ba?

Wee!

Tiger's Strike Back!

Animo Sto Tomas-Growling Tiger's Pride!

THE TIGER

TIGER, tiger, burning bright In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye Could frame thy fearful symmetry? In what distant deeps or skies Burnt the fire of thine eyes? On what wings dare he aspire? What the hand dare seize the fire? And what shoulder and what art Could twist the sinews of thy heart? And when thy heart began to beat, What dread hand and what dread feet? What the hammer? What the chain? In what furnace was thy brain? What the anvil? What dread grasp Dare its deadly terrors clasp? When the stars threw down their spears, And watered heaven with their tears, Did He smile His work to see? Did He who made the lamb make thee? Tiger, tiger, burning bright In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?


It's been 8 years since the Tiger's Growl was heard over the plain known as UAAP. I still remember the good old' days when the ever bright colors of black gold, black white was still being waved all across the Araneta coliseum with some of the best Goldies parading across the the court. From the sensational sweep, the astonishing back to back and the very rare three-peat. With the likes of Rey Evangelista, Rudolf Belmonte, Siot Tanquincen, Rudolf Belmonte, Estong Ballesteros, Edmund Reys, Gerald Francisco, Dennis Espino and more, the tigers has clawed their way back as contender.

I still remember the last cahmpionship way back in 1998 when the Tiger's were ousted by a last three pointer by Dino Aldeguer at the cuneta astrodome. It started the Tiger's title drought of sort. * Years passed by and the players came and go and the ever-mighty Captain Tiger- Aric Del Rosario failed to bring the Goldies back in their former glory.

After a change in the Coaching Staff and after a complete overhaul in the Tiger's bench and front-liners, no one expected the resilience and ferocity that they displayed during the 69th season. After being seeded one of the lower tier players, the Tiger's even had a 2-4 Card during the first round. And when the second round concluded the sudden surge of the Tiger's hunger for winning re-emerged. From an individual's standpoint no one could expect the Tiger's to even survived the first round. With most of them playing 1-3 positions. The Tiger's main offensive behemoth "Cruz" made a big difference. The young Center Forward plowed thru the bests of the team's defenses.

During the final four we were even ranked no.4 behind NU and UE. With an EX-Champion and Powerhouse Teams (Ateneo and UE) it was an uphill task that the Tiger's finished with a bang. After disposing of the Recto Based warriors, the Tigers went on to forge a classic showdown that would go down the history books. With a heart breaking loss in Game 1 the Tiger came back Clawing and Biting their way, tearing the Eagles apart with an impressive 16 point beating of the Kalayaan based dribblers. Two days after the stage was set for an unforgettable Final Game 3 that went to an overtime. The dramatic finale showed the Tiger's true strength of actually grinding it until the fat lady sings. As the final buzzer sounded I cant help but be overwhelmed and be teary eyed as the whole floor of the Araneta Coliseum was swarming with UST's Black, Gold and White clad supporters.

During the final hymn a nostalgic sense of pride was felt by everyone especially me. The King's are back in their rightful places and the Dynasty shall rise again!

Animo Tigers! Beat Ateneo!

Black Gold Black White