Thank You Dr. House

Well look how funny one obnoxious guy could be.... Well days of the slapstick or what we call toilet humor have been all gone. Laughter nowadays comes in different packages, and that’s how House M.D. is actually making an impact in my life. Putting the statement "Laughter is the best medicine (or sarcasm is the next best thing to laughter)

What makes watching Dr.House an enjoyable and very educational habit? Well he’s one of those “Never Judge a book by its cover” guys. First he doesn’t really give a damn about authority, which makes him unethical, but that directive actually makes him free, meaning whatever decisions he make, wont actually give anyone a reason be blamed (well not everyone sees it that way). And then he has this very irritating “I’m always right “ attitude, which more often than not (I’m waiting for that episode where he actually screws everything up, that would be a classic).

Anyways watching all those animosity between the characters and at the same time being able to work with one another is the definite winning formula for the show. While one would think that the patient is on the verge of actually dying to losing the battle, House comes with the most insidious ideas in order to prove his diagnostics are not just out of the box applications of his medical expertise, but rather an indirect intellectual approach on applied medicine!

Well I’m off to unpacking my second season DVD’s so better head home before my sister grabs them form my room! Adios Amigos.

Dedication works in mysterious ways!


I was watching the movie "Man in the Iron Mask this Afternoon" and I suddenly came with the idea of writing something about the word, dedication.


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We witnessed how Gabriel Burne (Playing D'Artaignan) was willing to defy or even fight three of his friends John Malkovich (Arthos), Jeremy Irons (Aramis), Portos (Gerald De Pardiue) just to protect his king Leonardo di Caprio (Philippe). What drives a person to go against anything just to fulfill his duty.


Dedication (Lat. dedication, from dedicare, to proclaim, to announce), properly the setting apart of anything by solemn proclamation. It is thus in Latin the term particularly applied to the consecration of altars, temples and other sacred buildings, and also to the inscription prefixed to a book, &c., and addressed to some particular person. This latter practice, which formerly had the purpose of gaining the patronage and support of the person so addressed, is now only a mark of affection or regard. In law, the word is used of the setting apart by a private owner of a road to public use.

Well base on the words meaning, dedication is a very complicated trait that one person could possess. A bond that allows one person to either directly or unconsciously serve, protect or even revere at any cost. Humiliation and recognition are sometimes the primary prices one could pay when he or she subjects himself or herself under someone or something. It could either be faith, a deity, a movie star, a superior, and a leader but most of the times it is always the person you love the most. It could act both as a payment for one's offences or a way of taking his or her duty unto another level. People tend to mock this individuals, sometimes asking them what drives them to continue doing all necessary just to show the recipient of the duty how "dedicated" he or she. The recipient may be ignored or even insulted no matter what he or she does. On the other hand people witnessing this gestures would have felt different and extend pity to the individual.

Call it insanity or even futility in one's action, but overall it is more than gut feeling that drives an individual in fulfilling his or her dedication. It may cost him his time, money, sanity and even freedom. The worst thing that could happen is when the recipient doesn’t even recognizes this action. It is a very unfair battlefield out there. As for the people who know me, I beg you not to hate or even think that I myself wasn’t responsible for what am I getting right now? But then again I hope someone pulls me out and tell me when is the right time to give up, coz I aren’t seeing that point in my life as of now.

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In the end one question remains...

What would drive another, to stop this so called dedication...or me?

Hate?

Love?

Death?

Only the future holds the answer....

Relationships-Courtesy of Lara Adolfo

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She works in a telecom.
He is reviewing for the board.
They are in the same barkada.
They talk on the phone till 4 am.
He gives her chocolates, flowers and CDs even when there is no occasion.
Their friends are suspecting something.
Bakit sila nagsosolo kapag may overnight?
Why does he hold her close on the dance floor?
Bakit sila magkaholding hands lagi? Sila kaya? "
He hasn't admitted anything," she rants.
"But I let him hug and kiss me.
Parang kami, pero hindi."The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage.
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Others call it MU or mutualunderstanding. Pseudo-relationships. Pseudo-boyfriends. Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walangpormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons.
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It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang.Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually the guy--may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
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This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian...For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun,if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi?
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You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him? You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, YOU CANT!. Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys, only to find out that he is seeing other girls?Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is short-lived. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan.
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Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi eh... Real Pain!!! And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find outeventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next.
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Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.Ako nga e, i met this guy na naattached ako ng sobra.. but a friend told me,"cge... go on... kung ok yan sayo!! Pero pag nasaktan ka, huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita."Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya... almost, but not quite..

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DO YOU ALL AGREE?

An Almost perfect Dayoff!

First of all let me thank the Lord God Our Father for giving me the best days of my life!

Last Tuesday was the start of my two-day break from operations. And I’m glad that I was able to have two full days, coz last week I was only able to have a 1 day off due to the fact that I eventually came to work on a day wherein am supposed to have my day off (Automatic 6th day tuloy ako).

Well I’m glad that everything is back to normal. My Dad just got discharged form the hospital after being confined there for 4 days due to pneumonia (wag na kasi kayong magyosi kala nyo kasi cool...not!). Well I’m glad that he wasn’t as frustrated as before whenever he gets hospitalized. It was my mom and I who accompanied him on the way home. I’m also glad that he has minimized smoking, and is using an alternative chewable thingy, that could hopefully lessen his smoking habits.

The following day we got to go out and spend much time (me, my mom and papa). Grabe sobrang nakaka miss coz we don’t usually do this anymore. We picked up some of my dad's insurance documents and other sickness claims and went over to my sister's workplace to pick some of the stuff her patients are giving her (bninibiro ko nga ang ate ko na para kang si Buddha laging binibigyan ng alay).

Afterwards I had to go to St. Lukes Hospital in order to have my eyes and my knees checked. And as expected each had a different diagnosis. Lets go start with my knee. Well its been doing great, and my doctor just gave me the go signal to go back to the gym I’ve been waiting for this moment for quite some time, because right from the start I only do cardio and weight training rather than cut on food. He also gave me the go signal to bring back basketball to my regime by March next year.


Now with regards to my eye diagnosis, it didn’t came as promising as the knee check up. I found out various irregularities with my eyes.

1.) I got Astigmatism on both eyes-Well I used to have this condition when I was 16 but I never thought that it would worsen through the years. The right eye has more of the condition that’s why I have to have at least 180-200 grade applied to that eye whenever we do a reading examination. I was so surprised on how much compensation my left eye gives in order to fix my vision.

2.) My doctor suspected that I might be having Glaucoma-like symptoms (this is back-up by the fact that my Grandmother having the same condition a couple of years back, so they consider this one hereditary or genetically passed on. That’s why they had me undergo a Glaucoma Package Test and A Line Vision examination. Well let’s hope for the best for things to turn out well.

3.) Both my eyes have a slightly enlarged vein. (L=0.4, R=0.8) and they said that having this condition is not a very welcoming one.

4.) Lastly I have to wear Glasses again. And how I hate wearing glasses. Well hope I can keep the glasses this time for more than a year and not break or lose it. Hehe, but this time it’s a good pair I know coz, I made sure that it’s not a geeky one.


Now yesterday my mom and I went on our own date. We went to the SSS main office in order to process my partial disability claim (its about time that we get something form the government). And after that we went to one of her favorite Chinese restaurants over in timing to have my favorite bowl of beef brisket/wanton noodles, and a nice plate of mapo tofu, plus the usual cart dumplings. Man you should have seen the amount of food that I had that day. I even managed to top it off by having both a Mango Pudding and Mango-Sago dessert as a take out. Hehehe.

But the most surprising part of the day was when my mom actually asked for Cory. At first I thought she was mad at her or anything, but I was shocked when she asked me if Cory was mad at her. I told her that She’s not. And she’s actually afraid to see her in person. And like a drop of snow in the Sahara dessert, my mom actually asked me to invite Cory on a dinner or lunch out next week. She said she misses Cory a lot and she was still Mad at me for the things that I’ve done to hurt her. Well I hope Cory doesn’t disappoint my mom or turn her down. It’s a known fact that everyone in my family loved Cory. And I’m glad that it is staying that way. Calling out Cory”

To end the day, my sister came home with this huge collection of full season DVD’s of the following American series: House M.D. S1&2. Scrubs Full Season, Bones Full Season, Desperate Housewives, Numbers, and Of Course Niptuck-Full Season. And damn it was one hell of a way to spend a day at home. And I really find it nicer to enjoy most of DVD’s if you eliminate all of the background music and just plainly listen to the audible speech. Well I’m already done with the first 12 episodes of Dr. House and I plan to finish the rest this week.

Well other highlights of that two-day bliss was the Magic marathon game that Jarry and I did. We slept till 4 in the morning just playing against each other using my 5 new decks. Heheh don’t worry tsong mahahanap mo rin Magic mo.

Well that’s it! It has been a great week for me already. And it just keeps getting better. I’m having good AHT and MSI’s on my performance and I’m really enjoying my stay with AOL, Just like what tell everyone. I don’t need anything else, but that one person. I cant help to say this but I missed saying this line so please let me do it just for this moment.

I Love you more than anything in my life…. Cory!

MAGIC MAYHEM

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Well Guess what. After a 4 year HIATUS from MAGIC the GATHERING, I find myself back in the frenzy. Well I could still remember the every first time I played the game. It took me 5 minutes to learn it and everything’s history. Well I’m glad that I am back and starting to feel the groove again. I just bought all four champions of kamigawa pre con decks. And I already started upgrading both the Way of the Warrior and the Snake Path block. I know it cost me a lot of money, but then again it's helluva better than being wasting my time on things that wont return the credit!

MY MAGIC FACTS:
1st EXPANSION TO PLAY: Ice Age/5th ED

1st SPELL TO CAST: Mesa Pegasus

1st Deck Bought: Mirage 1st Rare Card in a Pack: Spirit of the Night/Catacomb Dragon

1st Deck theme to build: Type 1 Fire and Ice

2nd Deck them to build: Red White Knight Deck- (Flankers)

3rd Deck to build: Black/White Knight Weenie

4th Deck to Build: Type 1 Cheese Favorite Deck to have been built: Pure White (Pristine Madness-Vigilance and Protection Deck)

Favorite Card of All Time-Dakkon Blackblade
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Most Expensive Deck to Have: Type 1 White Weenie.

Greatest Victory: Pristine Madness vs. Type 1 Discarder: Recto Tournament 2000!

Current Decks: Upgraded Kamigawa: Way of the Warrior, Snake Path
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Current Decks in Possession: 5-Way of the Warrior, Snake Path, Rakkdos Bloodspot, Spirit Bane, Kari reborn!
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The Moon is back-aint I aint stoppin till Im toppin!
Well Keep it Coming Guys. I aint stoppin til I pop!

We are nothing but warriors, bound by faith and honor...-

As gloomy as it may seem, life has proven to be a surging force, that causes our minds to go on a constant spiral. The everyday challenges that drives the soul in a halt. One could go insane, with the pains and challenges that destiny brings.
One could compare an individual to a noble samurai. Sworn to both his master and his sword, the way of the warrior- "Bushido ". Bound to an everlasting dedication that could only be broken by death. We fought day and night trying to stay true to our words. But then again, one could always falter. A thousand moral deeds is not enough to pay for that single sin. And at the wake of the war we find ourselves as wounded warriors grasping our swords asking each other: "Why"? And as we go on a final hurrah, our lives begin to flash before our eyes. A single second seem a thousand years. And in thesese moments we begin to discover what our real purpose is.

As we look back, we see faces, of the people that we try to protect by the teeth of our swords, looking, laughing and saying.... You are not the one protecting me. It was you who's protecting yourselves. We go down wounded and bloody. And as we open our eyes, not a single familiar face among the vast number of warriors looking on, all of them holding out theyre hands saying....

"Give me thy hand, my brother". The journey aint over yet!

Mind Share

I think this is the best explanation to what am I going thru right now!
Gotta Credit Cheryl for this one thou....

This time will never be the same as it will be
tomorrow. We always feel this sudden rush of
exhilaration during moments that we feel happy
and nostalgic to the point that we are also scared
that the fireworks won't be there forever to be seen by us. And so we push aside myriads of good
things that could have been the tipping points in
our lives and embrace the monkeys in our
shoulders that eventually would wear us down and
break us apart.
It is always easy to choose if we
only have ourselves to consider. But since we are
destined to be human and therefore have this gift of
sensibility and being able to neutralize our minds
for reason, we also live our lives around other
human beings. Our littlest decisions bear great
impact in our lives, in other's lives, in the world -
that makes choices as they are - never easy. But
we must go on, and be responsible enough to
stand by our choice.
Wow! Exactly the same thing thats been going thru my mind for the past months!
Thanks Cheryl!

Purpose...Balance...Harmony....Thanks!

Minsan Di ko talaga malaman kung bakit nga ba may salitang purpose. Bakit nga ba may purpose ang isng tao o bagay sa mundo. Is it something that needs recognition in order to fully embody its meaning. Or is it an unselfish act where-in vindication is completely alienated.
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For some "purpose" serves as a means or reason why that person performs or carry out an act for a certain cause. It could be an act of love, heroism, redemption or just plain dedication. Nobody could really justify why individualas continue to perform the "purpose" that they choose to carry out. Others could just shrugs the whole thing, even if the person serving the "purpose" is doing out of complete surrender or dedication. It is a painful process. Others might think that the person being served upon is an evil or a very ungrateful individual. But in reality it is just a rightful price that the other person have to pay.
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This is the basic law of justice. Balance is a ocnstant entity that keeps evryone on their righful place. Just like two persons in-love. Both start out as fresh individuals discovering the path to happiness and tranquility. Then the day comes when one or both of them learns or discovers new things, thats when the time when the scale starts to shift. One may go to the negative side of life and the other may stay put. But over all the balance or harmony between things become disrupted which result to what we call injustice.
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Once an injustice has manifested into the lives of the people concerned it goes through a certain phase where the double edged sword we call "change" makes evryone realize what they have done. A counter action or reaction occurs on the other hand. The individual concerned on the first shift in the scale would now try to balance the equation, but at the same time the reaction that the other person generates would cause a shift on the other side. And thats when a second disorder occurs.
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Based on the analysis above balance could only occur in two ways:
Its either both sides agree to balance the scale or have a change on either side. This is the hard fact of life. We usually try to tell ourselves that change is something that is not good, while others beg to differ. But in the end change is the only metric, that would allow us to really see if we are the right weight on one of a "scale's side".
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A month ago I have a very unclear path on where am I going. And I would like to thank the various persons that allowed me to get to a better path.
GOD: For always being there and not letting me falter when I veer out of your path. For always giving me aht I necessarily need and nothing more. I want to thank you for always providing the answers and the light, so i could see these wonderful people whenever I feel that Im alone in the dark. I love you and Im forever indebted to you! Praise be your name!
Cory: For giving an unclear but steady supply of inspiration. I cant blame you for whatever it is that your feeling against me right now. But all I could tell you is that I am always here to be that person when everyone else is not.
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AOL WAVE 9: A mixture of Happiness, Hate, Tears and Love has given a new meaning on my life. You have proven me that as long as a person stays positive and has an open heart to friendship. It is always you, the new people that I encounter in my life, has the right tools and (and flows heehehee) to bring me right back on tarckl, and provide me with a new spark in life and purpose.
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Papa and Mama and my Family: For the unending support and love that you have given me. I now that sometimes I have lots and lots of bad decisions in my life. But shes the only one that I know who is really right for me. If ever there is one thing that I would ask you to let me have. There would only be one name. And that is "Mi Corazon".
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So thats it! Im glad that I was able to right again after quite some time! And Im glad that my life is getting more and more settled by the day! To all of you My Friends and Family and especially to my most beloved person. Thank you for staying with me thru thick in thin!
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Sorry ABout the page breaks! I cant seem to use a normal page break when logged in unto this computer. Gonna fix this blog after I get home! Thanks! Good Morning Evryone!

What a week!

Well it’s been one hell of a blast for my teammates and me over at AOL Tech Wave 9. After a grueling first round and second round of assessments followed by two days of intense certification, well all I can say is t that everyone has done a very nice job on keeping us at par with the QA’s grilling questions. Most were very anxious and somewhat petrified when their turn comes.

As for me I’m very happy with the results, but it could have been better if I really gave focus right from the beginning. I was very satisfied with how everyone gave his or her best in order to keep everyone confident and relaxed.

On the lighter side, we were so glad to see that our TAs’ are very approachable and very very accommodating. Well I’m really very sleepy right now and I can’t think of mother stuff to put in here. As for now enjoy our special moments!

And to WAVE 9 Congratulations! 100%
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The Notebook-tear jerker fun

I’ve heard people refer to “The Notebook” as cheesy, as a ‘chick flick’ (a label very few of my colleagues can stand because of its negative connotation), as predictable and sappy. So “The Notebook” doesn’t exactly take a brain surgeon to guess how the story is going to play out. And it does unapologetically play on your emotions, practically begging you to squeeze out a few tears. But here’s why I enjoyed “The Notebook”: it’s a movie you can relax and let flow over you. It’s also one of the few films out there that tells a complete story. There’s a well-defined beginning, middle, and end.


“The Notebook” is the story of a boy from the poor side of the tracks who – predictably – falls for a beautiful, rich girl. What is not so predictable is how far he’ll go to prove they were meant to be together.


Rachel McAdams stars as sheltered Southern Belle, Allie Hamilton. Allie pays a visit to Seabrook, North Carolina to see her family and while there, Noah Calhoun (Ryan Gosling) works his 'small-town boy' charms on her. Despite disparate backgrounds, the two find they’ve got a lot in common, including a zest for life - and their need to drive each other crazy. Over the span of a hot North Carolina summer, Allie and Noah fall passionately in love.
But all doesn’t go smoothly for the mismatched pair of lovebirds. Allie’s mom puts the kibosh on their relationship, sending Allie off to school and out of Noah’s reach. Still Noah persists until finally, seven long years later, Allie returns to Seabrook and must choose between her rich, handsome fiancée (James Marsden) and her first love, the equally handsome but not-so-wealthy, Noah.


The filmmakers got it right when they chose Gosling, McAdams, Marsden, James Garner and Gena Rowlands. Each of these actors is pitch-perfect. Each brings a freshness to these characters. Even though we’ve seen the same types of characters before, these actors makes them feel interesting and unique.


“The Notebook” is a gentle romantic tale in the midst of blockbuster action films and goofball comedies. It could be argued that releasing it in mid-June is counter-programming at its best, giving adults who don’t want their senses assailed by CGI special effects a real choice at the box office. But you have to wonder if “The Notebook” would have stood a better chance of finding the right audience had it been released later in the year, when moviegoers are really ready for more intense storytelling, than during the crowded summer months.


“The Notebook” isn’t just a film for women. It’s a movie for anyone who wants to get lost in a beautiful story, for anyone who believes romance is still alive on film.

Bloody Hell

I just survived my very first Night shift and I could say that I did well, except for the last hour wherein I am constantly slipping from consciousness and slumber. Heheh. But then again I am glad that this whole schedule would last for a month, and that would really help divert my attention from loosing Cory into something more positive. Yeas Im really devastated and sad that it turned out this way. But I cant blame anyone but myself. Well I just wanna thank my team mates for taking some of the load off my back.
Another good thing that happened during my shift was this new excitement and drive to become either a team leader or a css. I know it aint an easy task, but I hope that as time goes I myself would find the pieces and put everything together, in order for me to prove what my real worth as an individual.
Well got to go now and catch some shut eye...hehe got to go back again at around 7pm for my assesment. Wish me luck.

Moving on...and a promise!


Cory...



Im gonna move on. But that doesnt mean that I dont love you anymore...I leave you with one last promise, and that is to be at your service anytime you need something that others may not be able to provide.


Always here, never gone...

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Happy 18th Birthday Kei!
Design by: Giancarlo Angeles






Halo Halobalu!

It's been more than a week since I posted something here. Ok here’s a list of the things that had happened in the past 10 days.

First Day of work: Ok for starters, I already signed a contract with my new company: E-Telecare as a TSR for American On-line. I've been having my foundation skills training over at ICITE Libis and starting Monday, I'll be moving over to PBCom Makati for our client specific training. Hope everything turns the way I want them to be. But on the other hand I want to move over to the creative department. Nut I’m keeping my fingers crossed malay mo.

Goodbye Andrew: Our family friend Andrew died after the day of his accident. His remains were cremated last May 24. Rest in peace my friend.

Annual Antipolo Trip: Hehe well the usual Antipolo trip that me and my family have every year. Nagsimba lang and kumain tapos nagkaroon ng konting inuman sessions with the rest of the clan.

Surprises: I went over at OM (Ospital ng Maynila) last week to bring my sister's dinner to her. And guess what the last person that I expected to see there was actually...hello there. It kind of felt awkward but then again It doesn’t matter anymore. Coz there is someone in my heart; actually it’s a heart within a heart.

Odd Shifts. Sobrang madugo yung last three days ko. I had a 5am-6pm shift na sobrang nakakalanta. But then again I can’t do anything. Only consolation is that our company provided us with the amenities to make this monster shifts a little better by installing sleeping quarters and game rooms for us. Not to mention free Coffee, Hot Chocó and plenty of fruit juices whenever we have our shifts. On Monday I'll be starting my first Graveyard shift that would require me to stay from 9pm up to 6:00 am the following morning. Sarap diba?

Missing her like hell: Wala pa ring changes. I still don’t matter to her kahit na papano. Pero gagawin ko pa rin lahat para sa kanya. Siya lang ang mahal ko. Siya lang ang mahal ko wala ng iba. Sorry sa mga tao na nakilala ko. Mahal ko pa rin siya and it would take a lot to change my mind. I love Cory no one else. I’d rather stay single than not with her.

Songs to Ponder: Here sobrang satrap yung gala ko sa Eastwood City kahapon. Well una nag-concert ang Hale, and I got to get free tickets. I’ve seen X-Men 3 for free. I also got 2 New CD's from my friend Regnant. Sobrang galing kasi alam niya taste ko. Here they are:

1.) KALA-Manila High: Jeepney

Excuse me miss, mawalang galang naKanina pa kita kasi napapansin
Magkakilala ba tayo, ay hinde eh pasensya na
Excuse me miss, ako'y mangungulit lang po
Ang ganda mo palang tumawa
Pwede bang magpakilala, magpakilala sa'yo
Huwag kang matakot sa akin
Hindi ako multo
Kung ayaw mo ok lang
Pasuyo nalang ng bayad ko, ng bayad ko
Sukob na, konti nalang at aandar na ang ating jeepney
Sandaang tao ang nakasakay tila galit at naniniksik pa
Tara na, konti nalang at aandar na ang ating jeepney
yes
Hindi na makapag hintay na umuwi kasama ka
Excuse me miss, mawalang galang na
Kanina pa kita kasi napapansin
Magkakilala ba tayo, ay hinde eh pasensya na
Huwag kang matakot sa akin
Hindi ako multoKung ayaw mo ok lang
Pasuyo nalang ng bayad ko
Sukob na, konti nalang at aandar na ang ating jeepney
Sandaang tao ang nakasakay tila galit at naniniksik pa
Tara na, konti nalang at aandar na ang ating jeepney
Hindi na makapg hintay na umuwi kasama ka
Hello miss, nakatingin ka nanaman
Meron ka bang nais malaman
Aba oo, malapit ako doon
Saan sa may bicutan
Salamat ng marami
Dito na ako bababa
Tatawagan nalang kita (3x)
Sukob na, konti nalang at aandar na ang ating jeepney
Sandaang tao ang nakasakay tila galit at naniniksik pa
Tara na, konti nalang, konti nalang, konti nalang
Hindi na makapag hintay umuwing kasama ka


Just like what they say about them, this new band really made a very nice entrance into the music scene. With their semi-hip but still soulful compositions KALA could be considered as the next HOTDOG. With their down to earth subjects and uncanny image KALA gives back the "MANILA SOUND: that everyone almost forgot. Except for the fact that they kind of had some influences from P.O.T. and other similar bands, KALA has no way but up when it comes to their own brand of music.

With their debut single entitled Jeepney, one could not help but feel good when you start hearing the upbeat and catchy lyrics from this very promising band.



2.) Sitti-Cafe Bossa: Para sa Akin.

Kung ika'y magiging akin'
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Pangakong 'di ka lolokohin
Nang puso kong nagmamahal
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako'y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman
'Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo ang iyong damdamin
Hayaan na lang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin
Kung ako ay mamalasin
At meron ka nang ibang mahal
Ngunit patuloy ang aking pag-ibig
Magpakailanman
'Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo ang iyong damdamin
Hayaan na lang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako'y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman'
Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo ang iyong damdamin
Hayaan na lang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin
'Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo ang iyong damdamin
Hayaan na lang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin...
Para sa akin...


It's been weeks since I first heard this single. But unfortunately I always end up catching only part of the song. But when I woke up this morning I was very fortunate to catch the song 100%
I don’t really care about people telling me that mushy OPM songs no longer have a place in the music industry. Now everyone goes for the emu rock genre or the pinoy band lineage but for me simple melodic serenades still hold a big place in my heart.


Well that it for me this week. Hope you guys could also share some of your fun experiences. To all the guys form wave 61, all I can say is good luck for us. And to Cory, I do again apologize, but I don’t see any reason to stop loving you. Kahit ano pa mangyari.

Yin and Yang...The Good and BAad side of one's daily life!

Well what’s up guys?

I still feel very lonely. Well I haven’t heard from her for 6 days, and I really hope that this isn’t just a deliberate act of ignoring me or I hope she isn’t back with that fucking guy from las pinas. But then again all I wish is her safety and for our lord God to give her strength.

Well guess what I already have a new job. It kind of excites me coz I'm back to where I started from and that is Makati. I landed a job as a creative department director over at PB Com tower at Ayala, for E-Telecare solutions.

I was accompanied by my very gorgeous and cute cousin Kei. Afterwards we went back to my former company which is Solar Entertainment, to visit some of my former office-mates and to pick up some stuff for my dad.

We also got the chance to attend the advance screening of "Over the Hedge" (It's been quite some time since I watched an advance screening) and I say that it's kind of nice to watch an animated film that could literally make you laugh without too much slapstick comedy.

Unfortunately most of this delightful news was overshadowed by two tragic accidents that involved my uncle and a friend.

My uncle Monching suffered a mild stroke and was rushed over at UDMC. At least he is in a very stable condition right now. The other accident involved our family friend Andrew wherein he and his classmates suffered a car crash, which put him in a coma. I hope you guys would help me in praying for them, so that our Lord God may give their families the strength and for them the healing that would bring them back into health.

I still miss her like hell. Even thou a lot of people don’t understand, I still believe that she is the only person whom I could really fall in-love and no one else.

"Hope may not be the best virtue one could have, but definitely one of the strongest".

"Lo Te Amo, mi Corazon"

A not so happy birthday

Wow 23 na pala ako. And Even thou napakaraming bumati and dumating sa bahay just to be with me on my birthday, Im gonna admit that it wasnt really the same. Yup the very person na gusto kong makausap the whole dayfailed to do so. I dont know if it is intentional or not, pero sobrang down ako talaga kahit na birthday ko. Yes I am very thankful that my family was there and most of my friends, but all I wanted was her to talk or chat with me to make my special day even more special. Pero walang nangyari. I waited day in day out. I guess non of my wish were meant to be granted.

Im not mad or anything, pero naiinggit lang ako kasi yung ibang tao nabati pa niya on-line and even wished them na yung birthday nila be a fine one. Pero ok lang naiintindihan ko siya. Di ko alam kung bakit ganon pero I guess this is just another test of my personality.

Well thanks sa lahat ng mga taong pumunta and nakibati. Thank you so much. And to my family salamat at naintindihan nyo lahat ng in-open ko sa inyo about what really happened before my separation, and thank you for accepting the truth.

And to myself a not so happy birthday ki!-Trying hard pa rin ako.

Some things never last!


Well ano bang masasabi ko. I lost my phone last Tuesday while playing over at GBOX. Medyo masama pa rin ang loob ko kasi I really loved the phone. But then again it is alright. But another thing was more than enough to chase my bad days away. Sakin na lang yun. It may be hard or almost impossible pero happy ako. Super happy.


Pagdating naman ng thursday I was blessed to have two new sidelines to further keep my hopes of buying a new phone for me and an angel (well kung papayag siya). Medyo nakakkalungkot coz some of the good things don’t really last. It was more of a deja vu than a re-connection and at finger snap it's all gone. Not even a trace of how wonderful the last three days of this week was for me.

Well six days before my birthday and there is only one wish in my mind. But It's a close to impossible wish, but I am hoping. Coz hope is the only thing that keeps me alive and the only thing that keeps me going.

Wall advance happy birthday to the Biggest Jerk alive. And that’s me. Thank you for all the new friends, and those who were always there. I love you guys, but I love my guardian angle more than anything else in this world.

I’ve seen so many new moons and so many sunrise and sunsets. But nothing is more beautiful than the sight of your most beloved angel and her sparkly little eyes.

One wish nothing more....Thank you lord for another year

Irony

Sorry about this post guys. But im just really ticked off. Bakit ba yung ibang tao napaka one-sided. I hope you guys are reading my chat box in order for you to understand the things that Im saying.
And hello kung sino ka man Honey please lalake ka and kilala ko kung sino pa. Gumamit ka naman ng proxy pag nag post ka ng di ko makita IP Address mo. Ang bobo mo pare. Feelers ka. Computer pa naman whatevr ang course mo eh wala kang alam. Stop kissing her big ass!
Secondly tanggap ko na wala na kami nin Cory ok. Nakikipagbati ako nung isang araw. Well ibibigay ko friendster niya kung ibabalik nyo yung akin. Ang problema sa inyo tatanga tanga kau. Magbubura kau alam nyo naman na mabubuking kau. Sobra. Di nga ako naka-graduate pero di naman ako kasing tanga nyo ano.
Ngaun sabihin nyo kung bakit ako nangiipit. Ako pa selfish. Susmaryosep ako selfish. Ikaw na tong magkasama kayo sa Birthday niy at tri-neat mo pa sa restaurant. Pero ang gusto niyang bumati sa kanya eh ibang guy. Talk about shit. Tinatanong ko naman kung may lalke siya. And kayo ano ma-feel nyo binilhan mo na nga ng phone tapos ibang lalake ka text. Ngaun sabihin nyo na ok lang sa inyo yun. Ayaw ko siyang i-berate openly kahit na ganun ginawa niya sa blog niya. Pero ayaw niyang tumigil kak-side comments and ayaw niyang kalasan yung lalakeng taga las pinas and sinusuportahan pa ng mga kaklase niya. Uulitin ko na lang ang words ni Cory tuwing hihilingin ko sa kanya na magkaayos kami.
I reflect what you give! Si na uso Martyr....
"Di ko na Problema yun!".

My New Motorazr:


I came in at around 10:30 this morning (damn the coastal road trraffic) and I was lucky enough to arrive ahead of my boss. After taking my usual bacon and egg breakfast our receptionist informed me that a package under my name arrived earlier and she just received it for me(wawa naman yung courier).

I went into my room (medyo tense na kasi I haven't receive any package since last month when my laptop arrive) and found a small fed-ex wrapped package on top of my table. Heheeh. And guess whats' inside....A brand new Motorazr v3 (well kakainis lang kasi pink). Hehehee. Grabe sobrang nakakatuwa kasi sobrang astig kaya nung phone.

Well you might be wondering who sent me the phone. It was actually a gift from my aunt last christmas. nahuli lang talaga yung pagpapadala niya ng package (wel feel ko sa kanya yun kaya pink heheeh ok lang ). But then again Im very thanful kasi Ibibigay ko na lang sa dad ko coz when I bought my SE K750i sabi niya type niya daw yung unit.

Well just like my blog's tag-line: Life aint always full of shit!

Going Crazy: Feels Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

Damn. Im kinda getting disturbed this past few days. Well I really dont want to say bad things to Cory, or even to say a lot of derrogative remarks. Pero whenever I hear that guy's name or even remember Cory's post about him being the "Man" whom she wanted to greet her on her birthday really makes me snap.
Call me bitter or stupid. But come on who is this guy. Yup I did something wrong to Cory, and evey guy who have the hots for her, would definitely play the "guy to the rescue role". Im not saying this para siraan si Dani, but hello I've been to more relaionships than this guy. Yup Ilang years din kami nagsama ni Cory, at least she should give me that. Wala akong sinusumbat but then again, can this guy support Cory to the very extent of risking more than he has to. DamnI would die for Cory if I have to. And dont say that it's all for drama or mali but Im willing to go that far if she needs it. I wont let some "schoolboy nextdoor" use her as a training field. No no. Not Cory. Yup Ive' don shit to her but I wont let aything happen to her. But then again there is Dani. Who is this guy. Tell me who is this guy....!
Well a lot of people know that I ain't like this. But the very reminder of the said details really makes me go berserk. I can manage whatever Cory throws me, or I would even drop my sword for her. But when the image of that damn guy passes through my mind, everything starts to go black. Well I hope I can cope up. Heres the bottomline, I would endure anything for Cory, but with that guy's memory and how much importance she gave him, really pisses me off.
Damn. Im sorry for everything Cory, but get him off our case and were' good.
As for you buddy, sorry for the term but please fuck off! Or Else!
I know that this time I play the role of the Bad Guy here. OK lang. If thats what you guys think. Pero sana youll guys think kung ano talaga si Cory para sa akin. And youll know bakit nagkakagaito ako. It aint fun, and it aint easy. I may have everything, except peace of mind. Thanks.